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Sunderer
04:04
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Given these colors
A soft exposition
Would that it were so
It’s like exposing the circuitry
On an unwanted psyche
In this world of sustenance
Capabilities subsurface
I’m neither a believer
Nor a non-believer
Still just a receiver
A satellite spawn
And from dusk until dawn
I squander into servitude
Now all I have left is this tune
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2. |
Sick AF
05:55
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I don’t need them getting wise
To my many modus operandi
Enduring this disdain
It never really meant a thing
Connecting with my shadow from the past
And in a way I wish I could go back
But I’ve never felt so loved
It reaches but it doesn’t grasp me
When you’re in love and it makes you sick as fuck
You’re so in tune with and yet you’re so out of it
But I can’t sustain on just memories alone
And I won’t be swayed by such disillusionment
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3. |
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Beset by precluding this surge of spontaneity
By means of such sudden despair
Is a force quite unseen
In this house in this air
Effecting this aural resolve
In those times still resounding
When my soul was so quelled
Inherently securing my own living hell
I know not whence it came
But by shadows of rain
But these pangs that proclaim insipid proclivity
And this side once held true
Now it withers and wanes
But I’m so broken
Have become far too cold
How can I love with senses so dull?
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4. |
Init
04:50
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I may have already blown it
With her and I know it
I ran my mouth too soon
Subconscious is too loose
And while these dreams display affection
I turn my thoughts to you
And if by chance we meet again
I’ll keep my dark side more concealed
Later to be revealed
The truth stirred in with lies
This alchemical attraction
Divided by my eccentric ties
But aren’t I entitled to some harmless desperation?
Or will you take your leave so soon
Before this dove unfolds its crystal wing
To span a lifelong destiny
Lost to painful memories
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5. |
Dissonant Rives
03:46
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I’ll get through but I’ll always miss you
Your fever dreams set your reaver bleeding
Tempered by melody
By wasting away
Feeling like I’m so contorted
Or merely torn
Defaced, deformed
Buried in life but never mourned
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6. |
Grief
05:45
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When she left it wouldn’t set in
How could this be so?
Whether not with or without you
My life full of holes
Daft is my illusion
Exclusion is my birthright
And your eyes they are averted
As the dawn lifts the night
I know it will be hard
I can still recall the fear gripping, gripping
Our blood it runs together
Regurgitated ominous
Waiting for the day to end
So I can once again suspend
These god-awful thoughts that send
Shivers down my spine
Beyond the constructs of time
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7. |
Suicidal
04:40
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As of late all I do is work, drink, and sleep in
The .45 at my bedside is calling my name again
There are keepers with fevers
And caskets to outlast us
In sodomy miles are traded for time
Unforeseeable
When I tried, I denied it
It came back with twice as much force
I only implied it
I never believed my own bullshit
When I woke up from the nightmare
And realized that real life is so much worse than the dream
Suicidal
As of late all I do is work, drink, and sleep in
The .45 at my bedside is calling my name again
When I woke up from the nightmare
And realized the real life is so much worse than the dream
Suicidal
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8. |
Narrow Passageways
03:57
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The night is dragging on
And I despise the sun
In all it’s pure beauty
But we are
We’re feuding
I’m terrified that someday
I may have to go back
To my unfortunate former living situ
Living situ
Now that I’ve lost you
A maelstrom of memories
These narrow passageways
In cycles I can still devolve
Dismember me my love
If for no reason
The blood of my admission
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9. |
The Drip
06:24
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The sun dripping earth spring
Cached furor beyond hazel horizons
Where aligns the time and reassurance
This injured self atop the galley
True, this disassembled romance
Inhumane in its absurdity
For she who is poised flirtatiously
This fool’s gold marked by graves
And this void, it pains me endlessly
Consider me exempt
Locked in to serve in discontent
Tapestry of destruction
Mountainous mindset
These methods for truth
Entrusted to you
The spinning and leering of this constable felon
Like turning the table on time
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Dark prism mire sinks the galley
Uttering psalms of restless dreams
The brujo underneath the valley
Within a tomb of echoed screams
Veneer that breathes a subtle warning
By wasted nights, tainted demeanor
By these endeavors do I implore
Our bodies aren’t unlike these valleys
Sustained by pain that I explore
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